| it's so hard to decide what to do next. why can't i just live in a perpetual state of not being responsible for anything besides myself? i don't know what i want to do. going to graduate school would be good, but what do i even want to study? i'm an english major now, but wirting films seems so unrealistic. maybe i'll be an english teacher....but that destroys my hopes of being rich and travelling the world. my friend and i want to open a nightclub/bar here in town, which i would love to do, but while she has no problem staying here, i do. i want to move, see other places. i can't go to graduate school out of state because my father wont pay for it, so that kind of limits my options. i'll be a sophmore in the fall, and i don't know what the hell i want to do with my life. too many things come to mind--i want to oppurtunity to travel and move freely. i don't want to be tied down. i want to help people, i want to teach people, i want to create, i want a fabulous lifestyle. maybe that's too much to ask for; it just comes down to finding a job i love doing. i'll be lucky if i find that. jobs i'd like: magazine editor, columnist, fashion desginer, actress, resturant owner, baker, bartender, teacher (english, art, history, sex ed), photographer, screenwriter, author, tv show host (travel, food, comedy, politics), singer, hairstylist, tattoo artist, boutique owner, perfumer, food critic, movie critic, director, non-profit humanitarian aid worker.
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